unspoken dreams

I’m  not the type of person who’d like to splurge and indulge with gadgets nor with any  materials things. I only buy things that I need. I was raised this way since I wasn’t born with a silver spoon in my mouth. But I do have fishes and prawns in my mouth. Hehe. That’s our business in Bulacan. So my parents only give me things that I need. So for this one, I think my most treasured item is my heart. Yes. My heart. It’s not a secret that I’ve been through a lot. My heart has been crushed. My heart has been abused. My heart has been used. But still, it beats and ready to give love to those who are deserving of my love. After all the things that happened to me, indeed there are only four people who are deserving to be loved by anyone: 1. God. 2. Yourself. 3. Family. 4. True friends. – People after them are just the icing of the cake. Garnish of the gourmet. Bonus na lang. We must learn how to prioritize. We may get hurt but we should never give up on love. We must cont...

A picture of a person I’d love to trade places with for a day. I had hard time thinking about this one. But after thinking for a while, I think I’d like to be Manny Pacquiao for a day. Not for the luxury and the wealth that he has (well, let’s admit it. Partly, YES! Haha!) But I would like to be in his shoes, a very influential and famous person. I would like to influence as many people as I could to be better. To do better. To be kind. And most of all, to be a good follower of the Lord. Yes. I strongly believe that if there is fear and love of the Lord, then there will be lesser crime. And if there’s a strong love of the Lord, faith will follow and strong faith can lead to a prosperous life. ( Matthew 6:33 But seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness, and all these things will be added to you) I know it’s never too late for us to be better. To improve ourselves. And being the person Manny Pacquiao is today, believe me, there are more people who’ll listen to him ...

A picture of my favorite memory at NAIA 3 at Loboc River si bunso. haha Magellan's cross at Taoism temple I have a lot of treasured memories in my life. But if I have to choose one, that would be our first family out of town.  I was able to get a great airfare deal for our family and I was able to bring my family to Cebu and Bohol.  More than anyone else, I’m excited for my parents since this is their first out of town bust sadly, Tatay wasn’t able to join us due to bad weather and he can’t leave our business. Anyway, moving one, we pursue with our trip. We visited different tourist spots in Cebu. I’m not excited for myself but for Nanay. It’s her first time. I’m excited to tour her around the city since I’ve been there a couple times already. We also went to Bohol for a day tour to maximize our stay. Over all, I know our trip isn’t perfect but who cares? We had so much fun! So is my family, I have an imperfect family and crazy family members b...

A picture of your perfect night I've  always been a hopeless romantic. Whether with my partner, friends of family. I always wanted to do sweet nothings and cheesy stuff. Maybe because that’s how I wanted others to treat me and the fact that being sweet is just innate to me. So if I will describe a perfect night for me, that you watching DVD inside my room with someone dear to me while munching on some chips and filling our tummy with my special spaghetti. Watching CSI isn’t bad at all, right? Especially when the room is cold and you’re tucked under the comforter. After watching DVD, I’m a fan of light sensible talk about family, friends and personal experiences. I love to hear other’s stories for it widens my perspective and helps me learn from others as well. Believe me, I can do this the entire night especially if the person I’m with is really close to me and really interesting. A lot of people do not know that I’m a very simple person. I find joy doing things like th...

A picture of the cast of your favorite show §   D.B. Russell  replaced Catherine Willows as Night-Shift Supervisor. Russell previously worked as a CSI in Washington state. §   Julie (Finn) Finlay  is the newest CSI on the team, following an anger management course, with rumors that Russell fired her when she worked for him in Seattle. §   Nicholas (Nick) Stokes  is a Level 3 CSI. §   Sara Sidle  ( Jorja Fox ) is a Materials and Element Analyst and married to Grissom. §   Greg Sanders was educated in a private school for gifted students and graduated  Phi Beta Kappa  from  Stanford University . (He’s one of the reasons why I love watching CSILV. J ) §   Dr. Albert (Al) Robbins  is the head county  coroner  of the  LVPD . §   David Hodges   is a lab technician with a B.A. from  Williams College ; he previously worked in the Los Angeles County crime lab, where ...

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Day 2: 30 day photo challenge A PERSON OF YOU AND A PERSON YOU HAVE BEEN CLOSE FOR THE LONGEST Okay. So this is kinda hard because just what I’ve mentioned before, I only have a handful of friends and these are the friends that I’ve proven true and loyal. But if I will base it to the number of years of being friends, that will be my ever loyal and loving friend Nica. We met last 2000 when we were first year highschool. Honestly, we were not close before. I don’t even consider her as a friend since we barely talk and we have different set of friends. I really can’t remember how and why we became close. (geez!) We’ll what’s important is we know we love each other. We are there for one another whenever we need support and someone whom we can just share our thoughts. She’s one of those friends that I have that is ready to give me a spank whenever I’m beginning to act stupid or silly. And even though I have my mood swings, we still managed to get along very well. ...

Day 1: 30 day photo challenge Ten Facts about me: ü   I look like I eat a lot but the truth is, I don’t. (SERIOUSLY!) ü   Melodramatic person ü   Lost virginity at the age of 17. (I know. I’m a late bloomer.) ü   I have a sweet tooth. I can eat 8 rounds of sansrival.  (Applicable only to desserts) ü   I have total of 26 moles in my face. ü   I used to have an admirer who is a former news caster. ü   A mama’s boy ü   Potato fanatic ü   A good cook ü   Attempted suicide when I was 22 yo.

Thanks to my friend Jed who convinced me to do this. Okay so I will start this 30-day picture challenge and see what will happen. :) wait.. sabayan ko kaya ng 30 day diet challenge para it's like hitting two birds with one stone? haha!

Lahat tayo nangangarap na makita ang “one true love” natin. Yung taong magpapasaya sa atin at magpaparamdam na mahalaga tayo. Yung tipong magpapakilig at magpapangiti sa atin kahit nakapikit na ang mata natin. Ganyan din ang nasa isip ko.. dati. Dapat masaya tayo sa sarili natin. Hindi naman tayo hahanap ng taong magpapasaya sa atin, ang hahanapin natin yung taong makikisalo sa kasiyahan na nararamdaman natin. Sharing of happiness. Ganun. Kasi pag tayo humanap ng taong magpapasaya sa atin, paano na pag nawala sila? Hindi ka na masaya? Hindi dapat naka depende sa tao ang kasiyahan natin. Kumbaga, bonus na lang sila. Icing sa cake. Marshmallows sa chocolate drink. Chocolate tidbits sa ice cream. Oo. Malungkot pa din minsan mag isa lalo na at at ang lipunan natin ay nag didikta na dapat may partner tayo. Pero naisip ko, wala naman masama mag hintay. Andyan ang mga kaibigan ko na handing makipag baliwan sa akin at syempre ang pamilya ko na handing yakapin ako anumang oras...

I never experienced having a party for my birthday. Well, except for that 7 th birthday I had wherein I never really enjoyed it that much. Anyway, going back to present time. So for how many years now, I’ve always wanted to have birthday party but it never happen. The thing is of course I don’t want to organize my own party. C’mon! Do I have to explain that one?? And at this point of time, I know no one will do that for me so I’ve moved on with that idea. Indeed, things are better appreciated when you least expect it. On my birthday, Bebe asked me to drop by to her office somewhere in Makati. She wanted to have dinner with me. Coming all the way from Bulacan where I had late lunch with my parents, I rushed to Makati to meet Hazel.  On my way there, I called up Hannah to check if she’s around the area so that maybe she can join us too. Luckily she’s in Makati Medical Center which is like 15mins away from Hazel’s office so we agreed to meet there and waited for Hazel. Af...