unspoken dreams

Bedminten pussy i mean buddy wag sana kame makita ng MTRCB pang branggay tournament na ko haha! akala ata nya dildo hawak nya. haha! Dahil sa isa akong mabuting kaibigan, sinamahan ko si Jessa magbadminton. Jologs ma to admit, twas my first time. (hahaha!) Anyway, twas fun. We played for 2.5hours straight! Define exhausted. We never did any warm up and/or cool down so as a result, sumama ang pakiramdam ko.  I thought nasa Miss Talipapang Nayon kami kanina, ang daming bekis na naglalaro na everytime na makaka puntos sila parang may biglang bubuo ng pyramid sa likod. And having them in sight made our game more enjoyable. Parang may stand up comedian sa tabi namen.  One funny thing that happened was when a couple, prolly professional badminton players invited us to play with them. of course, since (and I quote jessa) larong "puke-puke" lang naman to, we pretended to be busy at hindi sila naririnig. nakakahiya makipag laban sa kanila!  Overall, twas a very ni

wow legs namen ni soysoy ang mahiwagang diet lunch ko. nawa'y may patunguhan. ang pagiging camwhore ko na parang college student lang. There are so many things I wanna say. For the past few weeks my has been like a roller coaster ride. (hindi ba talaga naman ganun?) Anyway, to start off, our house was robbed during the time that I was in Bora. Very timely eh. Wala naman sya amsyado ginawang abala aside from stealing all my parents' jewelries. Eating my fave ice cream and drinking my Tatay's red wine. Tss. Dapat at nilagyan ko ng lason yun. Oh well. Pero we knew who's responsible for that so we reported it to the police and now nakakulong na sya. We're just waiting for the arraignment. He'll not escape this time. Now we're working to get back all our jewelries. It's not the value eh, but the sentimental value na meron yun. Mostly kase mga hand over jewelries yun . Antigo. At ninakaw ng isang asshole. xxx And for the nth time, I'm tryi

Tell me who your friends are and I’ll tell you who you are. I really do not know what with this vast lady, (hahaha) but we really clicked together. I met Jessa on my first job, in HSBC Alabang. We were both looking for career. She was a highschool teacher and I was a fresh grad that time. We became teammates and eventually, good friends. We’ve been together through the lowest points of our lives, of which, most of the time naman ata. (haha) When my ex and I decided to moved in together, we found an apartment near hers which made us more close together. We’re like “magkumare”.  Most of the time, I visit her house since it’s just a couple of blocks away. Geez. And those kids?? Grabe. Nakakarindi ang iingay at ang kukulit! Haha! Anyway, apparently, Jessa had to moved out of our team for a better schedule so she can take care of her kids more. Honestly, this really tore me apart. Nakakalungkot na yung ka palitan mo ng joke sa floor, nawala. She became a closer shift and I remained and o

Whew! It's been a while since my last post. Well, I've been through something recently. Anyway, I just got back from my Boracay trip with my ate and I had so much fun. Ang daming success stories sa Bora. haha! (if you know what i mean) I'm planning to visit Boracay every February as my summer kick off! naks. haha!

"Happy Valentine's Day!" Honestly, I can't feel it. Never. Or maybe a few times and that was like years ago na. I tried to analyze myself why I'm always like this. Well, just to let you know, most of the time, I am single during Valentine's Day and my birthday. I don't know but it's like a curse to me. (ohh please.) Anyway, for those years that I have someone to spend it with, usually, we just spend the day together. Doing crazy stuffs like walking along the bay or watching movie. Sobrang babaw ko lang naman na tao. One doesn't need to splurge me with material stuffs and all, i just want to see efforts and love. Simple unique things like video greeting or blog about me will do. But sadly, I never had those stuff. Ewan ko. Demanding ba 'ko? Tsss.. Maybe. Maybe not.                                         xxx Me: happy heart's day!! Check your email! I sent something! :D You: happy valentine's day! Me: Let me know pag nakita mo na ha?

Yesterday, we celebrated Tatay’s 63 rd birthday. We normally go to the mall whenever there’s something to celebrate but this time, I forced my ate to go to Tagaytay for a change. After convincing her all night finally, she agreed to go there but we will leave pa after lunch since we need to wait for her husband to come back from a speaking engagement. While waiting for him, Nanay and I went to the salon since she’s badly wants to have her hair cut. All of a sudden she decided to have her hair dyed na din and upon hearing that I immediately said na ako din. I don’t want to just sit there, watch her and wait for her na matapos. So dalawa kaming mag in ana lumandi sa parlor. We both had our hair dyed. I pick reddish-violet shade for her and reddish-copper-brown for me. Then after that, we immediately went back to our house to change so we can leave na. On our way there, we passed by to Brgy. Lumil, and I instantly recognized the place. I spent a few months there for our community imme

I used to have a live-in partner. we've been together for almost 2 yrs. I actually miss those days. That I am in charge of everything. It made me more responsible and stronger as a person. If there are happy times with this set up, definitely there are also downside.  First, without a doubt, you will get to know your partner so so well. And I mean it. From his daily activities to habits. And good or bad, you have to accept everything, well that is if you really love him. But believe me, this will make your relationship stronger. Second, managing finances. It's hard. (or was it only me?? :p) specially if it's your first time to be independent and relying on your own income. You have to budget your income to different things. House rent, electric bill, water bill, food and miscellaneous -- that's where the biggest bulk of income is normally allocated. haha! If you're not good at it, then.. you have to learn how to! you have no choice!  third, there is a big c

John: Hey! Sup? Mark: Hey. I'm good. U? John: Same here. Mark: Working? Where? John: Yeah. I'm a nurse. U? Mark: Callboy! lol John: Wow. Malaki ba kita dyan? haha! Ipasok mo ko. Mark: Hahaha! OO! kidding aside, call center agent ako. John: Yeah. I was able to figure it out. hehe. Mark: nice pics huh? into photog? John: thanks. just for fun lang. ikaw din eh. hehe! Mark: R U into modelling? John: Waaah! haha! joke ba yan??? I am not!! Mark: Pwede ka kase eh. :) John: thanks. bolero ka. haha! Mark: Can I get ur number pala? or may magagalit? :) John: Ahh.. sure. No biggies.  Mark: Sige.. sige. :) Out na ko ha. PM mo na lang. :) Usually ganyan nag sisimula yan eh. Friendship gone bad. At first simple chatting and conversation over the phone. Even if the poor partner of the other guy is already having a hint that there's something, still the other half will keep on insisting there's nothing going on and that they are just friends. Then all of a sudden, y

When I first listen to this song, I immediately fell in love with this! This is perfectly how I feel right now (together with like 46million couple who are in a long distance relationship as well) It's so hard to maintain a long distance relationship. But one thing is for sure, just keep your love and faith to one another and everything will be alright. So here's Long Distance by Bruno Mars. There's only so many songs That I can sing to pass the time And I'm running out of things to do To get you off my mind Ooohh,no All i have is this picture in a frame That I hold close to see your face every day With you is where I'd rather be But we're stuck where we are And it's so hard,you're so far This long distance is killing me I wish that you were here with me But we're stuck where we are And it's so hard,you're so far This long distance is killing me It's so hard,it's so hard   Where we are,where we are You're

there are no goodbyes, only "see you again" Andrea and I had been partners in work for less than 2 years now. We're the perfect tandem I must say. I'm good in execution and she's good in planning. She's the reserved type, I'm the slut. (hahaha) I'm BF number 2. I'm her kabit. I'm her sponge when things get rough. But as her destiny unfolds, we need to part ways. She has been promoted. I am genuinely happy for her. It's a well deserve success.  I will surely miss working with her. I will miss our times spent together. Our good laughs and tears. We may not see each other that often for work but surely, our friendship will just go on stronger and better. Congrats my dear friend and I will miss you!

Greece: Avail ka tom? let's watch sessionistas tom. Araneta. Backstage pass. kk? Doy: Waaah! Kingingsyet!! Gow! Can't wait to see RP and Sitti!!! Greece: Kk. Rampa outfit. :) Then all of a sudden this morning, something came up to her contact person inside that we have to cancel our concert date. ugh. This is sooo frustrating. I really want to watch RP and Sitti! Geez. So what can I do but to settle for their Youtube videos.  Here's one of their fantabulous song number. :) See you later Greece, you owe me a nice dinner for this!

we celebrated our parent’s 41st year wedding anniversary. Cool isn’t it? 9 years na lang golden na.  We went to Mall of Asia for lunch since takas lang lahat kami sa work. (please, forgive me. (:) We ate at KKK pagkaing pinoy where we had their best sellers, Nilagang bulalo and Pinakbet. We also had laing, unfortunately twas kindy dry at sunog. so nagmaldita kame and we had it replaced. After strolling a few minutesm we had our snack at Frech Baker wherein i’m totally pissed off with their service (calling the attention of their management) Dumb cahiers. Sorry. Above anything else, I had fun spending time my family since we never grew up together of with my parents for that fact. They had to work really hard to provide us with things that we need that’s why whenever we have something to celebrate, we make it a point that we are all together. Oh, today mark thew start of love month meaning today is also what we call birthday celebration month in the family. We have like 3 celebrants f

After being broken hearted a few times, there comes a point that I don’t want to believe in love anymore. If you know what I mean. Most of PLUs just play around or stick for a while but flirts most of the time. I’m getting tired of this type of game. It’s seems like it’s just a cycle.. a never ending cycle. As of now, I gave it another shot. Of course, whenever we think of quitting nor giving up there will still be a person who will push you little by little to widen your mindset a little until you finally give in. But what if same thing happens? Can you still handle the pain? The agony?  The disappointment? Can you still stand up and you’re ready to love once again? I don’t want to be pessimistic or what but I’m just being factual here. C’mon, please don’t play with people’s feelings. If you have no intention of being faithful or taking the relationship seriously then might as well don’t bother making other people fall for you. Being alone is quit lonely and disturbing sometimes but b

I had a hard time using wordpress (oopps! Sorry) that's why I've decided to move to blogspot. Same username. www.mgakwentoniadonis.blogspot.com