unspoken dreams

It’s hard when there’s an emotion that can be nurtured and yet you know you cannot let it happen otherwise things might be more complicated. Sometimes, it’s better to shut your mouth and never say your true feelings. When you make decision, it doesn’t mean it will bring you happiness right away but definitely, soon it will. For the meantime, you should be glad whatever you have at the moment, enjoy every moment of it for it may not last for too long. 

the "very light" team @ Taste Asia Horror movie taping :p my beast buds! T’was one hell of a week last week. 5 days of straight cascade and flooding my weekend with liquor. It was my first time to face a solid male crowd last week. Since I am used to my “ladies” I know them very well na. I know which jokes they will like, how to manage them and so on and so forth. So twas a bit challenging for me but thank God I was able to pull it off well. Hah! Now I know I can be a speaker.   I really think I can develop this skill. Baka pagkakitaan. Hehe. J For 5 days, that was my routine and to end my stress week, my friends and I had a drinking session and I got tipsy err.. drunk.. no. tipsy. Basta. A little over than tipsy and a little sober than drunk. Hindi ko na nga namalayan how I was able to enter our house. :p Another first for me. After such a long time, I stepped out of my comfort zone once again. (thanks to my hayok-sa-alak-friends at sa very-light-na-inuman) ...

Thanks Aics for letting me read this. J I am wondering at this very minute if you are thinking of me, if like me, you are wondering what is taking us so long to find each other. Many times I thought I finally found you only to be disillusioned by the fact that my wait has not yet ended. I get up each morning hoping, dreaming, longing to meet you.  I am thinking of how we will meet, would it be as romantic as the ones I have seen in movies? Or is it possible that I have known you all my life but we have yet to realize that we are meant for each other? Oh how I wish you were here right now because you are the only one who has the answers to all my questions.  Sometimes I ask myself if I have ever really known “LOVE”. I do not have the answer to that question either but I believe that, more often than not, we will never really know that love is until we find that right person… and since I have not found you yet, then maybe I do not really know what love is!  You just...