unspoken dreams

Bedminten pussy i mean buddy wag sana kame makita ng MTRCB pang branggay tournament na ko haha! akala ata nya dildo hawak nya. haha! Dahil sa isa akong mabuting kaibigan, sinamahan ko si Jessa magbadminton. Jologs ma to admit, twas my first time. (hahaha!) Anyway, twas fun. We played for 2.5hours straight! Define exhausted. We never did any warm up and/or cool down so as a result, sumama ang pakiramdam ko.  I thought nasa Miss Talipapang Nayon kami kanina, ang daming bekis na naglalaro na everytime na makaka puntos sila parang may biglang bubuo ng pyramid sa likod. And having them in sight made our game more enjoyable. Parang may stand up comedian sa tabi namen.  One funny thing that happened was when a couple, prolly professional badminton players invited us to play with them. of course, since (and I quote jessa) larong "puke-puke" lang naman to, we pretended to be busy at hindi sila naririnig. nakakahiya makipag laban sa kanila!  Overall, twas a ver...

wow legs namen ni soysoy ang mahiwagang diet lunch ko. nawa'y may patunguhan. ang pagiging camwhore ko na parang college student lang. There are so many things I wanna say. For the past few weeks my has been like a roller coaster ride. (hindi ba talaga naman ganun?) Anyway, to start off, our house was robbed during the time that I was in Bora. Very timely eh. Wala naman sya amsyado ginawang abala aside from stealing all my parents' jewelries. Eating my fave ice cream and drinking my Tatay's red wine. Tss. Dapat at nilagyan ko ng lason yun. Oh well. Pero we knew who's responsible for that so we reported it to the police and now nakakulong na sya. We're just waiting for the arraignment. He'll not escape this time. Now we're working to get back all our jewelries. It's not the value eh, but the sentimental value na meron yun. Mostly kase mga hand over jewelries yun . Antigo. At ninakaw ng isang asshole. xxx And for the nth time, I'm tryi...

Tell me who your friends are and I’ll tell you who you are. I really do not know what with this vast lady, (hahaha) but we really clicked together. I met Jessa on my first job, in HSBC Alabang. We were both looking for career. She was a highschool teacher and I was a fresh grad that time. We became teammates and eventually, good friends. We’ve been together through the lowest points of our lives, of which, most of the time naman ata. (haha) When my ex and I decided to moved in together, we found an apartment near hers which made us more close together. We’re like “magkumare”.  Most of the time, I visit her house since it’s just a couple of blocks away. Geez. And those kids?? Grabe. Nakakarindi ang iingay at ang kukulit! Haha! Anyway, apparently, Jessa had to moved out of our team for a better schedule so she can take care of her kids more. Honestly, this really tore me apart. Nakakalungkot na yung ka palitan mo ng joke sa floor, nawala. She became a closer shift and I remained a...

Whew! It's been a while since my last post. Well, I've been through something recently. Anyway, I just got back from my Boracay trip with my ate and I had so much fun. Ang daming success stories sa Bora. haha! (if you know what i mean) I'm planning to visit Boracay every February as my summer kick off! naks. haha!

"Happy Valentine's Day!" Honestly, I can't feel it. Never. Or maybe a few times and that was like years ago na. I tried to analyze myself why I'm always like this. Well, just to let you know, most of the time, I am single during Valentine's Day and my birthday. I don't know but it's like a curse to me. (ohh please.) Anyway, for those years that I have someone to spend it with, usually, we just spend the day together. Doing crazy stuffs like walking along the bay or watching movie. Sobrang babaw ko lang naman na tao. One doesn't need to splurge me with material stuffs and all, i just want to see efforts and love. Simple unique things like video greeting or blog about me will do. But sadly, I never had those stuff. Ewan ko. Demanding ba 'ko? Tsss.. Maybe. Maybe not.                                         xxx Me: happy heart's day!! Check your email! I sent something! :D You: happy...

Yesterday, we celebrated Tatay’s 63 rd birthday. We normally go to the mall whenever there’s something to celebrate but this time, I forced my ate to go to Tagaytay for a change. After convincing her all night finally, she agreed to go there but we will leave pa after lunch since we need to wait for her husband to come back from a speaking engagement. While waiting for him, Nanay and I went to the salon since she’s badly wants to have her hair cut. All of a sudden she decided to have her hair dyed na din and upon hearing that I immediately said na ako din. I don’t want to just sit there, watch her and wait for her na matapos. So dalawa kaming mag in ana lumandi sa parlor. We both had our hair dyed. I pick reddish-violet shade for her and reddish-copper-brown for me. Then after that, we immediately went back to our house to change so we can leave na. On our way there, we passed by to Brgy. Lumil, and I instantly recognized the place. I spent a few months there for our community imme...

I used to have a live-in partner. we've been together for almost 2 yrs. I actually miss those days. That I am in charge of everything. It made me more responsible and stronger as a person. If there are happy times with this set up, definitely there are also downside.  First, without a doubt, you will get to know your partner so so well. And I mean it. From his daily activities to habits. And good or bad, you have to accept everything, well that is if you really love him. But believe me, this will make your relationship stronger. Second, managing finances. It's hard. (or was it only me?? :p) specially if it's your first time to be independent and relying on your own income. You have to budget your income to different things. House rent, electric bill, water bill, food and miscellaneous -- that's where the biggest bulk of income is normally allocated. haha! If you're not good at it, then.. you have to learn how to! you have no choice!  third, there is a big c...